Over the last month I have had the most unique experience.  I have not done any other thing that was more physically difficult.  I have not experienced any other thing that gave me a more steady sense of peace.  I have not done any other difficult thing more consistently. I have never felt so strong and so weak.  I have never experienced God in the way that I did during that time.   I expected so much of what I did not get.  But I got exactly what I was seeking.  I still am not at a place where I feel I can share more detail, but I do want to share with all of you that I have changed.  I am a different person, and though you may never realize the difference (maybe you will),because you had no comparison,  I am excited to tell you that I am different.