Over the last month I have had the most unique experience. I have not done any other thing that was more physically difficult. I have not experienced any other thing that gave me a more steady sense of peace. I have not done any other difficult thing more consistently. I have never felt so strong and so weak. I have never experienced God in the way that I did during that time. I expected so much of what I did not get. But I got exactly what I was seeking. I still am not at a place where I feel I can share more detail, but I do want to share with all of you that I have changed. I am a different person, and though you may never realize the difference (maybe you will),because you had no comparison, I am excited to tell you that I am different.