I am not verbal.  I tend to find other ways to express.  I’m sure the reality is that I am verbal, but sometimes I just can’t  put it together.  I’ve had a heavy week.  I don’t like heavy.  The point is that I have something that I need to get off my chest and I don’t know what to say at all.  I can’t describe what I’m thinking.  I was angry briefly.  Long enough to let me know I need to paint.

I gave my oils away in a holy fit of obedience.  Thankfully, I was given a gift card and I’m going to go buy some paint to replace the ones that were given away.  I’m hoping that I will be able to paint that which I cannot speak.

I’m a little nervous.  I’ve never created out of emotion.  I’ll keep you posted.