I am not verbal. I tend to find other ways to express. I’m sure the reality is that I am verbal, but sometimes I just can’t put it together. I’ve had a heavy week. I don’t like heavy. The point is that I have something that I need to get off my chest and I don’t know what to say at all. I can’t describe what I’m thinking. I was angry briefly. Long enough to let me know I need to paint.
I gave my oils away in a holy fit of obedience. Thankfully, I was given a gift card and I’m going to go buy some paint to replace the ones that were given away. I’m hoping that I will be able to paint that which I cannot speak.
I’m a little nervous. I’ve never created out of emotion. I’ll keep you posted.