Sometimes life throws you a speeding curve ball. and you just happen to have your eyes closed. so it hits you on the head .and it hurts really bad. then you open your eyes and realize you could have at least been holding a bat just in case you had your eyes open.
I’ve been hit in the head with a baseball. I wasn’t even holding a bat. It hurts. But now, I have my eyes open and I have a bat.
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